I can’t stop fucking my friend

I try. When I get text messages I try to ignore them. I try to spend my nights alone. I even tried to go out and meet someone new. But I always end up answering. I always end up calling him over and reveling in the familiar.

I haven't even taken the time to get to know my new roommates. They're nice enough but when I'm with them I get bored and I start thinking about James.

He's still my friend, which makes all of it even worse. I want to talk to him and see him, but every time I see him I end up in bed with him.

I called him over and was determined to keep it just a friend hang out. When he arrived I even told him I didn't want to have sex. We watched a movie with my roommates, but that same feeling came back. He put his arms around me and I snuggled closer. I told myself it was nothing but everytime he laughed I was hyper aware of his body against mine. Everytime I closed my eyes I saw him over me, pushing into me with that look of pure pleasure in his eyes.

I couldn't stand it. I stood up and took him back to my room. We closed the door and he began to chuckle.

"You lasted longer this time," he said.

"Don't tease me," I said as I threw off my shirt and kicked out of my pants. I was down to my bra and panties when I threw myself in his arms. He caught me and held me close, kissing me.

We fell onto the bed and I loved the feeling of his weight against me. I was moaning against his lips as he pressed his fingers into my panties and teased my pussy.

I told him I wanted to taste him.

He sat up and unbuttoned his jeans, I pulled them down and then kneeled on the floor between his legs. I took his hard cock in my hands and stroked it. I could feel him throbbing against my fingers. I licked his cock, a long stripe from his root to his tip. He groaned and clutched the sheets, wrinkling them in tight fists.

I sucked hm off, enjoying the feeling of giving him so much pleasure. I would have let him finish in my mouth but we both knew we wouldn't have been satisfied with just a blowjob.

He pulled me into his arms and into the bed. I laid on my back and he spread my legs, pulling down my panties to expose my pussy. He pressed his tongue to my clit, swirling around the bundle of nerves until my legs began to shake.

"I can't get enough of you," he said. I wanted to say the exact same thing but the words were stuck in my throat. Instead I could only moan as he continued to kiss between my thighs.

He climbed over me. He was wearing a thin gold chain and it fell against my nose as he lined his cock up to my pussy. He slowly pushed into me, holding my hips as he inched in. I sighed as he filled me, his cock plunging into me snd stretching me around him. I bent my knees and nearly blacked out at how good it felt to have him so deep.

By this point we rarely needed to talk during sex. We both knew what the other wanted. I threw my arms over my head and held onto the headboard as he powered into me. He fondled my tits, kissing and nibbling my tender skin as I moaned under him.

I closed my eyes as I came on his cock. I jerked and twitched under him as he continued to press into me. I always loved this part, where everything feels dreamlike as he fucks into me chasing his high.

He groaned as he came inside of me, pressing his forehead to mine.

"God, I lo-"

He cut himself off but I was still hanging on the end of his sentence.

We caught our breath and he pulled out. He went to the bathroom and I was left wondering what else he was going to say