My friend was lonesome and sad so I fucked him and swallowed his cum [MF]

We were texting earlier and he was feeling down, lonesome, sad. We talked about the things we usually talk about but it was all too serious. It's hard to feel like everything is going to be okay. I felt like I wasn't helping. Sometimes all it takes to be a good friend is to just be present, to listen, to be there, but I wanted to find something for him to feel good about, not drag him further down with my own pessimism about the world.

I decided to go see him. I didn't tell him, just knocked on his door. He smiled when he saw me but I could see the sadness in his eyes. I hugged him. I'm a good hugger. No leaning in, full body, tight, long. We held each other for a long time. I felt him start to get hard a little but I didn't pull away.

I didn't want that to be something else for him to feel bad about, so when we let go I put my hands on his chest and gave him a long, soft kiss on the cheek, and gave him another little hug. He's so kind and cute and he's a great friend. All I want is for him to be happy, to have some peace of mind

We've been friends for a long time but there was never anything between us. Then something silly happened a few months ago and I gave him a blowjob, then a while after that we fucked once. I wrote about both of those times here. Nothing else had happened after that, and I didn't intend for anything to happen today.

We sat down on the couch. I slipped off my sandals and tucked my feet under me and sat next to him. We talked and I let my hand rest on his arm. We held hands a little. When things got quiet I laid my head on his shoulder. We're comfortable just being quiet together.

I laid my hand on his chest and kissed him on the cheek again. Maybe that's what started it or maybe it was already there, but we looked at each other, I felt my heart start beating harder, and his smile was just the cutest thing imaginable.

"Do you...?" I whispered.

"Do you..." he whispered back.

We both nodded. My nipples got hard instantly, and he noticed. He put an arm around me as I swung one leg over him, sitting on his lap, and we kissed. It was lovely, perfect. Ugh, it was just the best, the best part of it all for me.

I wanted him to touch me, so I leaned back and put my arms up in the air, and he pushed my tank top up over my tits and I tossed it on the floor. Each time we've been together, he's looked at me in the same way, like his friend Kylie and naked Kylie don't quite match up, like they're not quite in focus for him. His hands felt good on my tits and I leaned in for him to kiss them. His mouth was so good I could have stayed there a lot longer, kissing, sucking, he was really good with his tongue. My hands were on his shoulders and when he relaxed, feeling that tension in his shoulders and legs melt away was just about the sexiest thing of all. I really love that my body was so comforting to him.

When he stopped, my tits were slick with his spit and the way they cooled off after the heat of his mouth was so good. I reached down and rubbed him in his pants. He was as hard as could be. We checked with each other again.

"Do you want to?"

"Yeah."

"Me too."

We got up and then we were naked, giggling like the friends we are, naked for each other, his cock so hard for me. I sat down on his lap again and we stayed there for a minute while I stroked him. I wanted him to touch me too but I think he was still a little shy about my body. That just means we need to do this more often.

I sat up and spread my wetness along my lips. I wanted to give him my fingers to suck but I didn't. It's just the tiniest bit naughty, and he has no idea how naughty and nasty his friend is, but it didn't feel like the right time for it. I lowered myself onto his cock, letting him fill me slowly. And then we just stayed there. Sometimes not moving, sometimes rocking my hips a little, sometimes riding him a little. We kissed some more.

After we fucked the first time we talked about it, how I'm not afraid of feelings but that sex can be for friends too, at least that's how I see it. So many of us need more human connection and our bodies are so comforting.

I told him to tell me when he was starting to get close, that he could cum in my mouth. It's one thing to be comfortable being quiet together, but it's something else when we're quiet together and his cock is inside me. We were there, not moving, just soft breaths and eye contact.

Yesterday I was telling someone that I don't really care for most people, that I love my people with all of my heart, I love them so much it hurts, but most people I could do without. That moment was really something though, whatever our minds are, whatever consciousness is, whether only humans have it or not, I'm not sure, but to just be there, without words, and to feel so much was an experience that makes life worthwhile.

He hugged me so tight and he kissed my neck a little and I tried to wipe my tears away before he saw them. I'm given to tears, they were just tears of feeling so much. I started rocking my hips on him and something about that in that moment made us both laugh again.

A minute later he said he was getting close and I got up and got down on my knees. Nothing that we did was hurried, it all just felt right. I took his cock in my mouth and I thought about really taking my time but, again, i didn't. It wasn't the time to put on a show. The connection we had was the important thing. I sucked him for a couple minutes, and when he said he was going to cum, I took him all the way down my throat and held him there. He groaned, and I reached for his hand and put it on the back of my head. I just wanted to be held and he let his hand rest there until he was done.

I stayed there between his legs, and laid my head on his thigh while he recovered. He started to play with my hair, he's always liked my long hair, and I closed my eyes, wrapped my arm around his thigh and snuggled myself there between his legs.

Eventually we put our undies back on, and talked a while longer. He kept just barely touching my tits with his fingertips and it was kinda driving me crazy but it felt really nice to know that he could touch me like that.

Before I left we had another long hug and I felt him getting hard again and Naughty Kylie wanted but I let it go. Maybe next time.