I had an "orgasm" by just kissing my boyfriend and now im dying of embarrassment
so guys.... that's right, I (20F) recently started my first relationship with my boyfriend (21M). I've always been very focused on my studies and getting into college, and only then did I want to get involved in a relationship. So, he's basically my "first everything," to be quite honest.
Yesterday I went to his house to play some games and watch a movie in his room and, we kind of, well... the making out started. He sat me on his lap, started kissing me, caressing me, and it was really, really good. Then he started kissing my neck and ears, where I was most sensitive and that was it guys, it was over, I started to feel strange, my stomach got tense, my body started to heat up, my legs started to shake... and, out of nowhere, what I can only describe to you guys as an orgasm, took over me. I moaned loudly, he stopped, confused, and asked me if everything was okay, and I was so embarrassed and disoriented that I could only laugh nervously, I pretended to want to go to the bathroom, and then I said I wanted to go home.
He's been texting me, worried, thinking he did something wrong, and I replied that of course he didn't, but I'm dying of embarrassment to tell him the real reason I left like that. It was too much for me to take on at once, I feel kind of ridiculous, how can I explain this to him? He's my first in everything, he's had girlfriends before, but I'm kinda embarrassed of what he'll think of me.
