How can I masturbate if my mom is always "there"?
Mom doesn't know how to knock. She only does AFTER she barged in. If I lock the door, she goes and open the window, since we have a big window connecting both rooms (my room is a repurposed balcony), if I manage to block the window she opens the OTHER door (the door that connected their room to the previous balcony) and I definetly don't have a way of blocking that door. The window and the other door stayed to save money while they were repurposing the balcony into my room.
We only have ONE bathroom at home, and EVERY SINGLE TIME I use it, be it for peeing, taking a dump, showering... She "always" needs to use it or conveniently and casually my bathroom time coincides with her needing to smoke a cigarette... or 2... or 3... depending how much time I'm spending on the bathroom. She always smokes just outside the door, or behind the (elevated) bathroom window. The point is making you aware she is THERE, doesn't matter what you are doing, and doesn't matter if she needs the bathroom or not.
Do it at night? Ha. There was this time I was so desperate I stayed awake till 3 am. Well, she heard the bathroom door and like always: *tries to open by force but cant because thankfully theres a lock. **GASP* "sorry, i didn't know it was occupied! I'll wait!" starts to smoke till you go away. then she goes to her room again, without using the bahtroom.
Do it in my room at night then? Tried. I can't out of anxiety thanks to the giant window and the other door. And anxiety of leaving a smell.
She doesn't meen bad, but she literally, and I really, REALLY mean it, doesn't UNDERSTAND boundaries. Like, mentally, physically, other ...allys. She doesn't understand it. My brother and I confronted her about it and it's like talking to a toddler in the sense that she can't grasp the concept. It's like she's missing the part of the brain that help you understand boundaries (i know it probably doesn't exists but bear with me).
Masturbate freely and let her catch you? Boy... I did it TWICE. She just closed the door, went away all embarrased and came back (without knocking, of course) to talk about something else. I confronted her and she still doesn't understand. I ended up even more embarrased. The second time I did it on purpose, confronted her again, and she just laughed it off. Then she got mad because I was mad, but didn't understand WHY I was mad...
I don't know what to do!
