So much pleasure… so much shame

Oct 20, 2025

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My husband and I recently started adding toys into our spicy time after I confessed I wasn't orgasming from penetration alone.

Our first toy we got was a massage wand and it has been a great addition. Yesterday he bought a rabbit vibrator and we used it last night.

As I laid on my tummy, he massaged and caressed me all over. He played with my pussy through my panties as he left kissed and bites down my back.

Between the sensation of the vibrations on my clit and in my pussy, I was a mess. I couldn't help but fuck myself on the toy as he held it and watched. Knowing that he was watching as I fucked myself was so hot to me.

After orgasming multiple times, he flipped me over with the toy still inside me and slowly slid his cock in. I couldn't form one coherent thought. Between his strokes and the vibrator on my clit, I came undone again and truly thought I couldn't take anymore.

This morning when I woke up, I had so much shame that I had his cock and a toy inside me last night. It was one of my favorite experiences we've had. I've been trying to get him to branch out and try new things, but now that we've done this, I feel so ashamed 🥲

I guess I'm just looking for opinions on whether this was hot/gross? What are some new things we can try? What are some of your favorite things that you like to do to your partner or you to receive done to you?

Top Comments:

Why would using a sex toy for its intended purpose and then having your partner fuck you be "gross" at all? Unless you have some hangup you aren't mentioning, it's just sex like anything else. This post also reads like a smut writing practice, but 🤷♀️

Very hot. I do dildo DPs with partners from time to time. It's super hot and the orgasms are great for everyone. I don't think it's shameful at all. A lot of people enjoy the feeling of being really full. I'd lean into it and own the pleasure you're having as consenting and committed adults. Other things I do with partners with toys is butt stuff. Plugs, dildos and fingers usually.

Hot. And sounds like fun. Why the shame? It was consensual,in a loving environment, with someone who is never gonna judge you, and if you didn't tell anyone, no one else will ever know. And who cares anyway? Listen close. There is no shame here. It was pleasure. Don't get in your head about it. Btw, good for both of you. You found something incredible, your hubby is a good man, wanting to see you in ecstasy. This isn't complicated. Enjoy it.

This is so hot. Good for you for being honest and exploring with your husband. Now do the same about the shame. Lay it out there to be talked about and made fun of. The shame monster needs to be made to feel as small as possible, and perhaps you can then explore why you felt like this once you've taken the charge out. Hopefully the joy and pleasure you both got from this will eventually outweigh the shame and embarrassment of being vulnerable. Good luck 🙂

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So much pleasure… so much shame

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