Dream come true... canine and stallion

About a year and a half ago my girlfriend and I were roleplaying over text. In the scene she was working a private event where I followed her into the bathroom as a stranger. I locked the door behind me and she feigned disinterest and fear until I put my hands on her. I had my way with her and left her restrained on the floor with her ass in the air telling her not to worry because I would be right back. To not worry because I would make sure everyone would wait their turn. Honestly, it wouldn't make a difference if they waited because she would love every delicious moment of strange new cock entering her body. Men queued up and it turned into a dozen men gang banging her through giggles, yelps, and muffled screams. When I introduced the sound of paws on the floor, panting, and a curious sniffing snout she stopped.

I was horrified. 

I felt comfortable enough to introduce the fantasy, but I immediately felt wrong and apologized profusely. I thought about how I took a chance and it went poorly. How she might look at me different because it's so taboo. She could be disgusted with me to the point of wanting to end things, and could share my secret on top of it all. 

That's not what happened. She reassured me that it was okay. She wasn't grossed out… at all. She just couldn't sexualize a dog and it made her feel off and she couldn't stay in the scene. She reassured me by telling me she didn't want me to have to feel ashamed about any part of my sexuality, and that she would be open to coming back to it. Maybe even trying a toy so I wouldn't feel like I had a neglected desire. I left it alone for over a year.

I brought it back up a few months ago. She was walking home from work and I told her I'd pick her up. I told her there would be some rules. I brought a leash, a collar, treats, and a dog blanket. She was going to be a stray I found on the street to take home. She agreed enthusiastically. When I picked up the stray I told her no hands - just paws, and no words because puppies bark, pant, slobber, and whine. When I walked her back into our house on her hands and knees I trained her on a few tricks and rewarded her with treats. Chocolate is bad for dogs, but she's special so that's what she got. She drank out of a dog bowl and sat in her dog bed while I gained her trust through pets, belly rubs, and butt scratches. She was panting with her tail in the air showing me how badly a puppy in heat needs to breed. So we did. I was a mess, her little puppy pussy was red and swollen (IMG 3), and she was covered in spit and slobber. She panted with her tongue hanging out her mouth and cleaned me up just like a good pup (no sucking, only sniffing and licking). I didn't bring up, but I wanted to have the zoo conversation. Obviously, this was better than having a talk. I now had a puppy in heat at home to breed. 

We didn't do that again, but I started sending her zoo erotica with more vintage "tasteful" feel (illustrations like the last few slides (IMG 12, 13, 14) - I didn't lead this post with those because those don't get the same interest in this sub as much as the first few do, and I get it lol. I told her how much animal play turned me on and she started to show interest. I explained how I prefer big beasts of dogs (IMG 2, 5, 10, 11). The more of a beast than a pet he looks like the more I enjoy the play and she agreed. She loved the imagery that involved wolves (IMG 12, 14) - she was attracted to how primal it felt. She liked the matted fur, the scratches they leave behind (IMG 5, 14), and the idea of being desired by the pack who would wait turns to breed her. I never shared anything beyond illustrations or anything too realistic… except for the girls with their toys from the Knotty sub. 

A few weeks ago I sent her some photos of different doggy dildos and she said we should get one after seeing the Adorime toys. That led to our first beast RP, but I held back because I didn't want to scare her away. She really liked Rex and she even had a color preference. She wanted it be as real as possible so we agreed the one with the purple knot and read shaft was going to be the one we use at home. This is where I told her I loved Chance. I sent her links to all different colors and explained how much stallions turn me on and how they always have. How their massive cocks and beautiful enormous balls carry the essence of sexuality. I sent her real photos of perfect equine genitalia, and she shared a little herself, but it wasn't about beast play 🤐. She told me she wanted to share her secret with me for as long as she knew about mine, but wanted to wait for the right moment. That made me feel incredibly comfortable and happy with having finally opened up. Her secret was relatively tame, but also taboo and very sacred to her. I knew it was with the right person then.

We didn't buy the toys right away because we wanted to see them in person… she wanted the XL Rex which I knew she was underestimating in size. When we finally saw them at a sex shop we were disappointed in the way they felt. She also agreed that the XL was way too big, but that it would be fun to play with anyways. She also said something that I wasn't expecting. Picking up the small Rex "it's so cute 🥰." I wanted to fuck her right there (she really just said dog cock is cute while blushing and fondling the knot), but I kept it together and we kept shopping. We decided on looking for another brand in something like the medium and large sizes and she told me she wants to get the most realistic horse cock we can find so I can watch her worship it just like the pictures I send her (IMG 1, 6, 7, 8, 9). 

I haven't sent her anything real, but she wants to see it. She insists. I'm tempted to send her some of my favorite gifs and pics when we're not together, but we want to be with each other when she finally sees what my secret is about. Part of that is the obvious fetishization of looking. Seeing her initial reaction would be as much of a turn on as her being turned on by it. I've been thinking about how and what to show her first. Curating it so she can pause or stop before going into anything that's really too much. She grew up with dogs, but never saw them this way. She has (like most of us) seen a dog's cock slipping out of its furry sheath, but she's never really seen them the way I look at them - the way most of here look at them. We've had that talk and she trusts I'll pick the best for us. She knows all about it. She knows I come here to look and to share. She knows I come to confide in strangers about the taboo. When I asked her if it's okay to ask for help she said, "of course!" I know what I'm going to share with her. What would you share with your partner if you got to this point? What would you do if you were this close with having your fantasy fulfilled? Especially when she looks like (IMG 8), but almost exactly like the illustration "Wolves' Mate" (IMG 12) . The tits are always too big for my taste in newer art, but that's my bias because my girlfriend's very proportionate. I feel so proud to have someone this open to trying something that has been a part of me since I discovered my sexuality.

Take your time sharing with a partner you trust. Really take your time. This was a fantasy, but now it is all very real for me.