I [F] cheated on my husband like he always wanted and it was the best decision I’ve ever made.

My husband Rick and I have a fun, almost entirely conflict free marriage (5 years last month) and a fairly active sex-life. He's handsome and funny and he worships the ground I walk on. I was a 20 year old virgin when we met through a friend, he was 30 and been married and divorced once already.

When we first got together Rick had an amazing body and worked out all the time - however these last few years he's kinda let himself go. He's tired all the time because of work and hasn't seen the inside of a gym in 4 years. He's also been having performance issues and ED for the last year, but we get through it, mainly with him getting me off orally. He's amazing at eating pussy and ass and I consider myself lucky for that.

But then there's Rick's insecurity about his penis. I love him and I love it - but he's OBSESSED with his perceived inadequacy. He is in fact just barely 4.5" long and maybe the girth of a roll of quarters. I'm very petite down there myself and I'd always thought his dick felt good. I'd only messed around with one guy before him and he honestly he wasn't that much bigger. I truly didn't think about it too much - at first.

Rick also has a lot of Cuckold fantasies that he's expressed for years that I never took seriously. He's always talking about how I deserved to experience sex with a hot hung guy because I him married so young and am inexperienced. He says I'm too hot to keep to himself and it would be a sin to deny me my sexual freedom.

He would always say, "We should find you a big dicked boyfriend." or "I think it would be hot if you went on a dating app and found a hung rando to hook up with." or "You should take a hall pass vacation with your girlfriends." or "You can just do it one day and send me a snap, or tell me afterwards when we're fucking." It always sounded like a trap to me, and I never allowed myself to seriously consider anything like that.

I guess 5 years of him trying to talk me into it combined with the fact that I'm legitimately horny 24/7 finally got to me. A few weeks ago after yet another failed attempt at actually getting fucked by my husband, it all became clear as he was going down on me: he and I actually did want the same thing. His messaging has been consistent for years, I've been the hold-out. Now I really did want to get absolutely wrecked by a big strong man with a huge dick. I'm only 25, no kids, I'm hot, I'm NEVER satisfied anymore, and he's right - I do deserve it.

There's nothing wrong with wanting to get fucked properly. That night, when Rick brought up me getting some side action again, I told I'm I would consider it if the opportunity presented itself. He was elated.

So, My older brother's best friend, Ben, is the biggest asshole I've ever met in my entire life and I've always hated his guts. I've known him since I was a kid and he's been actively trying to get into my pants since I turned 16. He's tall, handsome in a square jawed perpetual 3 day beard kind of way, athletic, and comes from a wealthy family. Scumbag asshole fuck-boy all the way.

He's also got a big fat cock he brags about all the time. He "dated" one of my brother's wife's friends briefly, and she said that Ben is hung like a horse and was the absolute best lay she'd ever had. That's saying something coming from this particular girl. Rick despises Ben, because he's always condescending and demeaning him in addition to just being a general asshole.

Ben has always made me wet, but I could never stomach the thought of giving him what he wanted. Besides, a gigantic dick was not a selling point for me in the past. Truthfully, I was scared of the idea of one and I didn't think I could do it.

So, I'm a clerk at my family's small law office, and my Dad/boss informs me that Ben needs help getting his terminally ill uncle's affairs in order, and that he wanted me to work with him on it. At first I gave the obligatory "but I hate that guy" protest but he didn't really give me a choice. I didn't push it.

Ben was flirting with me over the phone when I called to set up the appointment. Asking me what I was wearing and if my husband was taking care of my needs etc. He was always like this, and it always turned me on in spite of myself.

I had already decided I was going to let Ben have me at this point. I asked if he could come by and drop the paperwork off tomorrow after office hours. I told him I'd be the only one there and asked if he'd be a gentleman - he told me "No." and that I'd "better be ready for him." Sploosh.

That night I told Rick I was going to be at the office after hours tomorrow night because a client needed to drop something important off. He made some predictable joke about me having sex with the guy. I told him this particular guy would definitely be interested and has been very forward with me.

"Oh really? So, is he fuckable?" Rick asked, sounding genuinely curious and excited.

"Ummm….yeah, he is. He's kind of a giant asshole though. He's handsome, great shape, perpetual bachelor type…really big bulge…" I said nervously laughing.

"Oh, shit, ok. Sounds hot to me, go for it." Rick chuckled.

There was a long pause, and I finally broke it asking, "Baby, are you being serious? Would you really let me fuck this guy if I wanted too?"

"‘Let you? I've literally been talking about this for years. You know I'm serious. If you want to fuck this guy, I think you should." Rick said excitedly. "So who is this? What's his name? Have I met him?"

I knew this was coming. I braced myself and took a deep breath. I couldn't lie to my husband about this but I was terrified how he would react. But god damnit, if I'm going to fuck another guy for the first time I want it to be who and what I want - and I wanted that arrogant big dicked bastard that's been dying to get into my pants since I was in high school to fuck my shit up.

"Yeaaaaaah…it's um….it's Ben <last name>." I said quietly.

I saw the the emotional process play out on Rick's face and held my breath.

After a very long pause Rick erupts, "HIM!?!Seriously? That fucker that's friends with your brother? I thought you hated him?!?"

"I mean, I do….but he is hot and he…umm…" I stammered in attempt to explain myself.

"He ummmm has a giant fucking dick and has been trying forever to stick it in you?" Rick laughed "Oh my god this is so fucking hot! Please don't tell him I know, he'd never let me hear the end of it but oh my god wow."

I was so relieved I could have cried. I didn't understand why he was even more excited for it to be Ben, but I didn't interrogate him about it, because his dick was rock hard and we fucked twice that night talking about it. As for rules, Rick just said, "Go wild, have fun, just come home and let me fuck you when you're done." I was so excited I had to masturbate after Rick passed out just so I could fall asleep.

Buy the time Ben showed up the next night I'd already been getting into my dad's office bar to calm my nerves. I removed my panties and bra and touched up my makeup as I waited. I wanted to look "available". When he arrived I let him in the locked front door and he gave me a big hug hello. He was dressed nicely and smelled incredible.

As usual, he slid his hands down the small off my back on to my ass. For the first time ever I let him get his handful without pushing him off or slapping at him. Instead, I leaned into his embrace and pressed my breast against him, scratching my French tips slowly down his back and nuzzling my nose into his collar bone.

He froze momentarily, as I must of shocked him with my blatant receptivity after years of the cold shoulder. He nuzzled the top of my head, smelling my hair like a pervert and just went, "Mmmmmm" in a low hungry grumble and I snapped. This was it - I looked up at him and gave him the old irresistible lip bite.

He looked down at me and just said, "Oh, yeah?"

I nodded silently and he kissed me. It was electric. Within seconds and without a word it turned in heavy making out as we shuffled over to the big leather couch in the waiting area while taking each others shirts off.

"I knew you'd give in eventually. Don't be scared, kid, I'll be gentle." Ben said smugly.

"Shut the fuck up, Ben. If you tell ANYONE I'll fucking kill you." I threatened as I pushed him down onto the couch.

"Oh, this can be our little secret, little Ricky never needs to know - we can do this any time you want, and I'm not about to fuck that up by getting us caught. I've been waiting patiently for this." he said, kicking off his shoes and unbuckling his belt as I shimmied out of my tight knee length skirt.

I dropped down to my knees in front of him fully nude and nervous as hell. When Ben slid down his pants and his dick came springing out half erect I literally gasped. It was twice as long as Rick's with a beer bottle thick shaft and a big fat juicy plum of a head. It seemed enormous to me compared to what I was used to, and as it pulsed and grew thicker it seemed to have a life and mind of it's own. On top of that it was just, well - pretty, and he was very tightly groomed with big shaved balls that were moving actively. NOTHING like Rick. Like their bodies were just existentially different things.

I leaned forward slowly, cupping his balls and placed a kiss on the underside of his head and he twitched. He stroked my long blonde hair and stared hard at me.

I can't describe how excited, scared and wet I was. It was almost embarrassing. I was fucking giddy and felt like such a shallow slut. I wanted this so bad my pussy was literally aching just looking at it. I could feel myself blushing and I couldn't stop staring as I stroked him hard. When I jerked off Rick, I would always use two fingers and my thumb - I had my whole hand wrapped around Ben's shaft and my fingertips barely touched. It was so warm. I was in awe.

I figured he knew so I asked his measurements.

"8.5 long and 6.25 around - you ever had anything like that? Why don't you show me how much you like it." he said proudly, as he grabbed his cock by the base, and bopped me on the face with it.

I rolled my eyes at his audacity as I pulled my hair into a high ponytail, which he immediately wrapped around one of his fists. With his other hand at the base of his cock, he squeezed out a glistening pearl of precum and smeared it on my slightly open lips. I didn't resist him at all. I was already entirely his.

He made me slurp on his fat head, which I could barely get in my mouth, until my throat was coated with precum. Then he got aggressive. He push my head down making me gag and I tried my best to open my throat, but couldn't take him the way he wanted me too. He slapped me in the face with his wet cock and made me beg and worship it to punish me. I licked and slurped all over it like a melting popsicle. Nobody had ever treated me that way before, and I felt so natural and turned on being a hungry slave to this hot asshole and his giant dick. I never wanted to fuck someone so bad in my life.

When he'd had enough of using my face as a toy, he stood up, towering over me stroking himself. I was panting and fingering my wet slit as he stroked his thick pillar of a cock. I stared up at him with my best puppy dog eyes.