I’ve been secretly following my mother-in-law‘s Reddit account, and I think she might have figured it out

She got divorced from my father-in-law about a year ago. And she's been putting herself out there a little bit more. She dresses pretty conservatively around the house when we visit. But she posted something on her public Instagram that made me start to look at her in a new light.

And one night, when my wife had yet another headache, I buckled up for yet another goon session in my man cave. And for whatever reason, I was drawn back to that photo she put on Instagram. It was some motivational quote that I didn't care about. But it was her smile. And the faintest hint of voluptuous cleavage just peeking in the corner of the frame. Yes, she's very pretty. To me at least. Others might say she's old. Or fat. But just that hint of cleavage made me look look at her in a new light. And there I was in my chair starting to stroke my cock while looking at a picture of my mother-in-law.

And you know how it is, the harder I got the less blood there was to my brain, and I became adamant about finding more. And it was as if the devil himself heard me. Because I found that sweet mama on Reddit and good Lord, she was showing more. She wasn't even hiding under a pseudonym. She wanted to be found. Or she wasn't aware. I don't care. I was staring at a photo of her, holding her big breasts in her hands, her hair down on her shoulders. Her looking down her glasses and biting her lip. Her sweet, soft, looking belly tucked beneath her big panties. She was advertising an only fans.

Holy shit.

Wtf.

I needed to see more.

I scrolled down her short page and found one in which she's on her knees and looking up at the camera and there's a blurred out dildo in the foreground. My mother-in-law sucking cock. I haven't gotten my dick sucked, really sucked, in years. And now I'm fantasizing about my mother-in-law Doing it in her kitchen. Before I knew it I was on her only fans and I just hit confirm.

I found the video of the dildo. And it was a beautiful thing watching this woman slowly build confidence in herself as she stroked this big dildo against her soft looking lips. And for the finish, she pulled out her big fat titties and begged you to come all over them. "Cum for mommy" and I did. I came from my Mommy in law all over my chest. While her daughter slept upstairs.

And then the dopamine crashed out. And the blood returned to my brain. And I suddenly realized what I did. And I immediately deleted my only fans account. But it was too late to take back the money that I sent her. Would she notice?

I was pretty anxious about it. For days. And then it was the weekend when she usually comes to visit. And I was nervous as hell. And then she came in, sunny and bright as always. And she was wearing that sundress. And a little bit of blood left my brain and went straight to my cock as I gave her our customary hug . Everything seemed to be normal. But I swear she did smile at me a little bit more. And I know I'm going to hell. Because I couldn't help but watch her move around my kitchen. And really pay attention to the curves of her body lying underneath that sundress. I wanted to know what kind of underwear she was wearing. I wanted to know what it felt like to lift it up. Bend her over-the-counter. And absolutely make her ass clap.

Fuck, I'm going to hell.

What do I do?