Boyfriend has his way when I’m passed out
So… my boyfriend and I can get pretty freaky sometimes, but last week I was passed out drunk - not blackout but actually passed out and he took a video of him fisting me and putting his foot in my vagina. In the video I'm clearly passed out, not conscious and there's blood coming from my vagina. I found this video on his phone - not snooping - I wanted to see pics from a recently trip and was like wtf is this and he sent it to me.
When I confronted him that I was not cool with that at all, I never want to have a foot in my vagina and all of it felt very wrong, he cussed me out and said I was creating problems and being dramatic and screamed at me. It wasn't until I said I felt violated and he thought I wanted to report him that he became apologetic.
I don't know what to do. I'm repulsed, disturbed, disgusted and confused. This feels so wrong and he's trying to convince me everything is fine. We've been together for a year and I feel like maybe I'm dating a psychopath.
