My gf wants to try cuckolding. What do I do?
So, my girlfriend of two years—she's 23, I'm 25, brought this up randomly the other night . We're chilling on the couch, half watching temptation island, when she goes, "Babe, what if I slept with someone else… and you were cool with it? Like, maybe even watched?". I just stared at her, like, "Did I hear that right?" She's sitting there, all calm, like she didn't just drop a nuke on our relationship.
I'm not gonna lie—it messed me up. Two years of building something solid, and now she wants another dude in the picture? My first thought was, "Am I not enough?" Like, is my game weak, or is she just bored? I didn't yell or storm out—I just nodded, said "Huh, interesting," and changed the subject. But inside? I'm freaking out. Part of me wants to shut it down, tell her that's a hard no. Another weird, part of me wonders what it'd be like. Not gonna pretend that I didn't think about it for a minute.
I've been chewing on it since. Why's she bringing this up now? Is it a test? A fantasy she's tossing out there? Or is she already halfway out the door?