[M]ight have [F]ucked my roommate while in quarantine
If you want to skip the backstory scroll down to the "__" that's where the sexy stuff begins.
I definitely did. I had no intention of doing so, it was just a deep fantasy I had even before moving into the place. I am in my 4th year of college and have been single ever since my ex and I broke up two years prior. I took a break from dating for a year and swore off women and myself with them. I had some slip ups, I fell in love, had sex with strangers, but no commitment since my previous 5 year relationship and I was in need of intimacy.
Moving into a house with 2 girls and 2 guys wasn't in my plans for college but it was a good area close to campus and the guy was one of my buddies and he lived with his longtime girlfriend and her friend Niki. He offered me a place after I had issues with my apartment building and wanted to leave and so I accepted and moved in during the summer. The whole school year, nothing happened. The four of us got pretty close and the living situation was quite nice. Everyone was really chill about chores and Damon and Rain rarely ever fought. Niki and I became especially close, the only two in the house that smoked weed. There were plenty of nights where we would stay up late in the living room passing a joint between us two and occasionally hear the moans of Rainy as there bedroom was particularly close to the living area.
This honestly turned me on. Niki and I would laugh it off but during the few times it did happen I would catch myself looking at Niki with a hunger to rip her yoga pants at the seams when she bent over to ash or reach for a glass of water. Niki was a Greek girl, with deep olive skin, short and plenty curvy. She was constantly cat called when we go out drinking and I've seen her turn down dozens of guys at bars who could not stop staring at her ass. I didn't blame them. Rainy would often make fun of me in private for doing the same.
In my year living with Niki I never saw, or heard about her hooking up with any guys and thought that she might be a lesbian but she was very open about finding particular guys attractive so that couldn't be it. During one of our late nights watching some stupid show I asked her why I never saw her with a guy.
"Hey Nik, can I ask you something?"
"Yeah, I'll roll another."
"No", I chuckled, "no...why don't you ever bring guys back to the house?"
Niki looked at me inquisitively not expecting to have this conversation.
"Well, there's no guys to bring home."
"Bullshit. I see you get hit on constantly, you're telling me you don't find any of those guys attractive? Is your sex drive just super low?"
"My sexdrive is fine. I'm surprised you don't hear my vibrator at night!" There's a pause. "No I just kinda am scared of intimacy after my last break up." Niki put the bowl down and situated herself in front of me bracing for a personal conversation.
"I get that....seriously." I touch her knee lightly with my fingertips to console her.
"What about you hotshot! Any friend I bring around here wants to give it to you and are VERY obvious about it and you just don't... what's up with you!?"
"It's kinda the same thing honestly. Your friends are great don't get me wrong, I just don't feel a connection to them in that way. And I kinda need that, I know I sound lame for that but.. i don't know. Anytime I have random sex with a girl I just end up feeling bad after now. I had my time."
As I speak I kind of adjust my position as well to better gauge her reaction. Niki and I had never leaped over this kind of boundary and it was exciting to learn about her last boyfriend and how badly he treated her and how she stayed in it for so long because she just thought that love was supposed to be hard. It is, but the good has to our way the bad.
After that night Niki and I were especially close and hung out all the time together. Her friends would often tease that we are basically a couple and my friends would bother me about why I haven't smashed yet. As guys often do.
Leading up to the summer we got particularly close, often giving eachother neck rubs or she would cuddle with me on the couch when she had a bad day but nothing more. So many times I wanted to take it further, and these were obvious hints that she did too but we both were hesitant to call it anything more than friendship and that we were super close.
After spring break the Covoid 19 pandemic was reading its head in the U.S and schools moved to online classes. This meant that college students were often returning home and this included Rainy and Damon who left halfway through the semester leaving only Niki and I in the house. While it was sad to see them go, I wasn't worried too much because Niki and I hung out the most anyways. The weeks after Rainy and Damon left we turned their bedroom into an art studio for Niki to paint because she was an art major. We also purchased a couch for the area and it became our own space to smoke and water some plants and paint and take naps. For the first time in a long time I felt at peace with myself, and It was all because of this chill, beautiful girl.
During the quarantine we spent a lot of time in each others space, not alway last talking but reading books in the quiet of the room or watching shows while we each did homework.
— One night I got up late to pee and passed Nikis door hearing the quiet buzz of a vibrator and a soft moan or two. I stopped in my tracks, heart pounding and dick immediately erect. I held my ear to the door carefully and began rubbing my penis through my boxers. I was a mess. I wanted to badly to peek my head in like I had seen in so many videos and hope to be welcomed with open legs...but I couldn't risk it. Instead I listened and began jerking off outside her door and quickly cum began to fill my hand as I released a deep exhale. I cupped the head of my pulsing cock as to try and not leave any drops of semen on the hardwood floors and scurried to the bathroom with a flushed face and a massive amount of adrenaline. I couldn't sleep that night. I jerked off two more times before the sun came up and I was finally able to pass out, my boxers resting at my feet and my blanket half draped around the frame of my body.
The next morning I woke to the sound of a quick knock and my door being opened before I could respond. I usually don't sleep naked so I wasn't as alarmed as I should have been.