I (22m) think my religious gf (25) is sexually manipulating me into marriage
My gf (25) and I (22m) haven't had sex yet. Not with each other. Not with anyone. For religious reasons she wants to remain a virgin until her honeymoon night. My initial reaction was like "sucks, but fair enough, her choice, lemme see where this goes". For the record, my reason for being a virgin has nothing to do with any religion. I've just been too socially inept to make sufficient attempts to actually have sex. However, the one time I did man up and approach a girl, it happened to be the girl who had absolutely no plans to give it up until she met Mr Right, which may or may not be me. That said, our relationship is now one year old and we're so in love it's borderline disgusting. We've lowkey been discussing marriage, which she seems keen on, but I've made it clear I'm not on that level yet.
Recently though my gf and I have been living under the same roof. A first for us. She's staying with me while my roommate is out of town. We haven't seen much of each other because of the pandemic, so needless to say we were excited to spend time together. We would kiss and cuddle, even sleep in the same bed, but she never allowed anything beyond that. Whenever my hands gravitated towards her boobs or butt, she would become flustered and pull away. In those moments, my boner would visibly throb inside my pants and I could tell by the sneaky glances she liked it. As the days went by, she seemed to be doing everything in her power to trigger more boners. Changing clothes in front of me. Begging me to piggyback her to and from the shower while she's wearing nothing but a towel. Moaning whenever we made out.
All stuff she's never done with me before. Worst of all was when she prayed at night. Hearing her pray was nothing new, but hearing her go into detail about her "lustful thoughts" was not only new, it was fucking hot. Pardon the pun but it became really hard for me not to get turned on. Last night was no different. She was on her knees praying while I was laying in bed with another boner. As soon as she prayed about wanting to taste my cum, I got out of bed and took my raging boner to the bathroom, where I furiously masturbated. When I returned to the bedroom, my gf laughed and asked what happened to my hard-on. I wasn't laughing though. Call it post-nut clarity or whatever, but I told her that I feel like she's going out of her way to turn me on and it's unfair because it makes me wanna fuck and we can't. She shrugged and told me the only thing stopping us from fucking all day every day was a ring on her finger. If that wasn't savage enough, she got completely naked and climbed into bed, you know, because she randomly felt like sleeping in the nude. I told her I wasn't gonna play this game anymore and spent the night on the couch.
We have one more week left in the apartment before my roommate comes back, would it be a dick move to ask my gf to leave sooner because I think she's being too sexy?
Just because I'm the one having a hard time managing my sexual urges, does it give me the right to be upset at my gf for it?
Update
My gf and I talked. She understood where I was coming from and apologized for creating such a sexually charged environment without the satisfaction, so to speak. In addition, she said that when I invited her to the apartment for some alone time, she felt like I was expecting something sexual, which is why she started behaving the way she did. It was her way of putting on a show for me. She admitted that none of her attempts to seduce me went as planned because she realized she had no idea what she was doing or how to finish what she started. According to her, whenever she noticed me getting turned on she would panic and kind of just leave me to deal with the boners. The moment I mentioned her feelings towards marriage vs my feelings, she cried. I still wanted to comfort her but she got too upset and told me she's going home. That was kind of where our conversation ended. It didn't matter what I said, she was done talking. She's been gone for an hour and she's not responded to any of my calls or messages. I'm alone in the apartment now. Not sure what to make of this night.
