I fucked [M]y best friends G[F], Sister [F] and Mum [F] within 2 weeks and i don’t what to do

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"You know when shit happens and you don't know how said shit happened and how to deal with the aftermath of said shit" - Anonymous

Hi Everyone, I suppose you can say this is a story but also me asking for advice. This all happened rather recently and I've been torturing myself inside for the past weeks and i just don't know how to proceed. But first I'll give you all a lovely story of how it happened then we can go from there. Buckle in it's a long one.

Before i begin I'll give you some backstory/context/descriptions of all involved. I'm changing our names but thats about it.

I (Ben), stand around 6ft 1 tall, with light brown hair and brown eyes. I have an athletic build from playing rugby for years. (Second row). I haven't struggled in the ladies dept ever and very much live a nomadic lifestyle when it comes to relationships. *wink*

My best friend (James), is taller than me around 6ft3 but we share the same features. Hair/eyes etc. But he's a big built motherfucker. Like me he played rugby, but was a tighthead. We have been friends since Primary. People would often joke that we were brothers, I would often spend a lot of time around his house, so I was rather comfortable around his family.

I suppose i should mention one thing now. James saved my life when we were 15 in a sense. We went on a holiday to Australia, i had the unfortunate experience being bit by a snake. But James being the hero he is, chased and caught the snake so it could be correctly identified so i got the correct anti venom. This is one reason why i feel like utter shit right now. He's my Brother and he saved my life and i go and fuck everyone close to him.

Anyways, moving onwards. Next up is Jess.

Jess is James's long-time GF. She went to our school and they have been together since like 6th form. Over 6 years now i think. Oh i forgot to mention. I'm 22, James and Jess are 21 soon to be 22. Jess is a cute blonde girl, with brown eyes and a bubbly face. She stands around 5ft 8 but has soft features. She has around a B cup bust, and a small but toned arse. She honestly is very pretty and a great laugh, I've always treated her like Sister in a sense.

Moving on is Becky. James's older sister (23). Gonna be brutally honest. I've wanted to go balls deep in Becks since I've known her, I'm pretty sure she is where i get my taste/type of women from. She dark brunette, with brown eyes that are truly amazing. Soft facial features, that just make fall in love at first sight. Her body just seemed to get better as she got older, she has a generous C cup, she hits the gym hard and I'm pretty sure you can bounce anything off her arse. She is around 5ft 5. We are and always have been florty and teasy with eachother.

That finally brings me to Sue (48) . James's Mum, who i often regarded as an Auntie. I didn't really pay much attention to her looks but looking now, i just realised she's a mature version of Becky. Brunette hair, brown eyes. She is slightly taller than Beck around 5ft 6/7, she has a great body for pushing 50. Hardly any stretching or sagging. Very much a 30 year old body on a 48 year old. She has generous D cups and a really big arse.

With that out the way lets begin shall we

Tbh it was just a normal day in covid life, i was going about my business (I'm a plumber by trade) and i received a text from Jess on the 5th Feb

"Hey Ben, Our bathroom sink isn't working can you pop round and look please"

"Yeah no worries ill be there in 30"

I made my way round to Jess's. Her and James recently bought a house back in July (was kind of ran down but they are slowly doing it up). I go upstairs and start looking at her sink, she comes and joins me to have a chit chat whilst i figured out the problem. Didn't take her long to ask about my tinder antics (this was a common occurrence, Kind of a running joke that our friendship group regards me as a slut. I don't deny it. My recent conquest was a big tit blonde called Lucie. Jess is one of those who loves details and i don't hold back.

"So how was she" - she asked as i was fidgeting under the sink

"Probably had the best tits I've ever seen"

"Hmm ok, How was she in bed though"

"She was loud asf to be honest. Felt sorry from John (My neighbour)"

"I swear you say every girl you're with is loud" Jess chuckles back at me

"I think they just all are. Guess i treat them right"

then all of sudden she blurts out

"Me and James haven't had sex in weeks"

I rarely got an insight into their sex life, James was very crude when it came to it. I came from under the sink

"what why? Is everything ok?"

she just sighed

"I feel like we are drifting apart Ben."

Honestly i was bit shocked at what she was saying.

"Don't be stupid Jess. James loves you. Honestly, if something was wrong you know he would tell me. Think we both know he's probably shattered from work that's all"

She let out a deep sigh and lowered her head and mumbled

"I don't think he's the problem...It's me"

Obviously all my attention was diverted from the sink to Jess at this point

She continued

"We've been together over 6 years now, and i hate to say it but … I'm losing interest. I feel like over the past year I've noticed a change in me and James isn't fulfilling me enough"

I chimed in

"What does that even mean Jess"

"Sex Ben, Sex..." she looked as if she was about to cry

"Have you tried to speak to him about this? Does he even know what you are feeling like now?"

"I tried but he just comes home and goes to sleep. We barely speak at the moment" as she starts to cry

I stand up and walk towards her (she was sat on the bath) and wrapped my arms around her to hug her. She graciously accepted burying her head into my chest.

"I don't know what to say Jess... I can try talk to him if you want"

She slightly nods

"Thank you Ben" she muttered as she pushed her head back from my chest. We both met with our eyes.

She leant in and kissed me on the lips.